Cold wind coming from the North...

Well, I guess I want to vent.
I want to say that I really don't like rude people. I think if honesty is considered virtuous - then be honest.

Why is it that when someone is open, honest and giving - they get slapped in the face. Slapped is a bit harsh, but it did feel that way to a certain degree.

I told myself - i am not owed anything - i don't know this person. But I wouldn't be that rude to a stranger either!

A friend told me she read an article recently that talks about how our bodies can often have a physical reaction to something before we can process it mentally. Is that why I got so sick- was my body telling me something- was it telling me to stay home? And not worry about someone who wasn't worried about me. Someone I hardly knew, who I was trying to accomodate? impress? I don't know.

Don't assume things - don't assume that I wasn't thought of... it is hard not to assume that. I know you can't like everyone in the world - but don't give the impression you do and then turn your back - i'm not talking anything romantic - i'm talking friendly/friendship-wise.

I put myself - and was pushed to where I didn't want to be. I should have told the person who was pushing me that I didn't want to be pushed. That it made me appear to be something I am not. Argh!

but I always say - do not live with regret (i mean as long as you haven't killed anyone!)
you can only go forward - you can't go back.
Sometimes you lose, and everything happens for a reason.

Stand back- and eventually it will become clear.

cold wind blowing from the north dying down - warmer days ahead...