kiss the phunk goodbye

on sunny days i think of you
Originally uploaded by Sparklypear.

I just got home from looking after some friends kids. It is all the way across the city - about a 45 minute bike ride- and well, of course I rode.

I have been in a funk the past week - but i feel like it has finally lifted.

I cannot explain how happy riding my bike makes me feel.

No.1 one the kids are great- No. 2 my friends who are the parents are great - No. 3 - they got home from they're MMVA party- pour me a drink and we catch up on our lives and then I hop on my bike- the moon is nearing full...

and as an aside - the Full Moon - is my absolutely favourite thing in the world. I can't explain it- but it makes me happy, secure, laugh, etc, etc,..

so I am riding home- listening to my mp3 player...
"Don't fall in love if you are far away
Don't fall in love if they are too close
Don't fall in love if you hold onto your things
And you know that I love you the most
oh my baby,
I'm afraid I'm afraid of ghosts"...
Mark Geary - a Prayer for St. Rita

I am singing along- not really caring- it's late Sunday night- not many people out- and feck it if they don't like it.

I always love when i feel this way- when you feel the dark cloud pass- and the strength return.

The best part is - is when these friends who I haven't seen for so long- remind me how much they love me and I them in return. And especially how I can hear what they say without the doubts creeping in.

the picture is of a painting I did of riding my bike- it's freedom.