Full Moon on the Rise

Something about the full moon makes me SO happy- i know I already mentioned it yesterday, and it isn't fully full till tomorrow- but I went out tonight with one of my dearest friends - we remark at the moon- la bella luna!... and she said forget about Irish Musicians and don't let them/him make you question yourself. And it's true- we were at my favourite little local and I know the cook there from years back - he said they didn't get a very good revue and I said - don't sweat it honey- it is only one persons opinion. Good advice- i should take it myself. :)

This beautiful friend keeps asking me to go to NYC with her- and we decided we will go for my birthday this year! Yay!!!
she is great for the ego.
In fact, I should start a self-promo club... I have so many wonderful friends - who make me feel wonderful- i should only surround myself with them. But then my head may explode from getting too big with compliments. I don't take compliments well - but lately that's all I seem to be getting- a few crummy people aside.

Anywho- i seem to be becoming addicted to this- but it is cathartic and I don't express myself enough verbally.
so I will warble on here till it has served its purpose and I find a new outlet.

ah Joni just came on:

I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Traveling, traveling, traveling
Looking for something, what can it be
Oh I hate you some, I hate you some
I love you some
Oh I love you when I forget about me
I want to be strong I want to laugh along
I want to belong to the living
Alive, alive, I want to get up and jive
I want to wreck my stockings in some juke box dive
Do you want - do you want - do you want
To dance with me baby
Do you want to take a chance
On maybe finding some sweet romance with me baby
Well, come on

All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you too...

I love that song... it is a song where I am driving down a dirt road the window down- warm summer breeze blowing- I am driving east and the sun is streaming in- singing out loud and feeling good, smiling to myself- living in a dream...